Metaphysical Beliefs 30/07/2011

In short – I think we were once One-True-Love, now becoming One-and-Apart in True Love. In that process, we need to accept that we know nothing, but that every unique being knows a unique truth. I also think that somehow, at least in this Universe, all of One is coming into Creation at this point, and that is the reason for the evolution of consciousness that all of Existence in this Universe is experiencing (we particularly at the dates which the Maya Calender points out). I’m sure that many physicists would say that this is just fantasy – and yes, this is just fairytale, I love science, but these are my metaphysical beliefs and visions, nothing more, but also nothing less.

I also think that all that is experienced as “evil” is just Creation showing us what is not yet in place for True Love to flow. I also think, that with this insight, together with the insight that all is “One”, the “evil beings” are the ones who have made the largest sacrifice.

There is so much talk about “high” and “low” parts on ones being – I must say, I think “larger self” is a better term for “higher self”, although “larger” is also a measurement, it comes closer to acceptance of all that is. And the insight that Higher and Lower are words full of “value” in many of our societies, ideologies, etc, and I think, it can give the evolving mind a false impression. “Entire Being” can also be a term, in contrast to “Ego”. Its anyhow just about aspects of Self and One, in different dimensions, all just as valuable and amazing.

There is also much talk about all being One and letting in “the light” of Oneness, but little talk about the Divine Darkness as a part of that – as far as I have heard. Divine Darkness is the awesome Yin power in Creation, which is also the power of surrendering, of knowing without pretending “to know it all”. I think that it is time to stop using terms like “dark magic” and call it what it is – “demanding magic”. Darkness has nothing to do with what we call “evil”, rather on the contrary – surrendering to Unconditional Love in all, and not steering magic, is the lesson of Divine Darkness, of Yin-magic. Yang is setting the action, the seed, Yin is letting it grow with the rest of Existence, without pretending to control how. If you pretend to control how, you are using “Demanding Magic”, and will eventually burn out.

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To tell “the true story of creation” I personally think that one has to be All of Creation – and even if we are all One, we are all just aspects of that one – you, me, angels, ascended beings, the Sun, Gaia, the Moon, everything, everybody.

I think that just as shamans say that “the human is the dream of the dolphin”, we are all the dreams of each other.

Everyone are prophets, All are creators. Together.

I love you – we love each other – all LOVES.

you are unique – all you do is ground-breaking

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These are just words and thoughts. All I know is that I know nothing. My beliefs are under constant evolution.

should I tell the fairytale? (fairytale only) 29/07/2010

with love!

susan

love flow 25/07/2010

me last summer in värmland, sweden. photo by my friend Kristina Junzell, who I love deeply

It is time to pay attention
the moment to heed the call
I know you hear it inside you
you’re the one -
and so are we all

Earth is crying cause we hurt her so bad
but when I try to cry with her I have a hard time feeling sad:
my Being is overwhelmed with a feeling,
stronger than ever before
This time there is no hideout, so I surrender into my core

to Love – just listen to that word
feel it, hold it -
cause it is Love that is reaching us from all of Existence
and it will force us to listen and stop

take a moment, and a deep breath,
and then take a step towards a life you wanna live
where we are free to love and give

I wish I could say that I’m sorry
I wish I could say “don’t worry”
but the one I things I say is that we can touch the sky
you and I

I cry and I praise my tears cause they bring love intrinsically
freedom to breath yet deeper, to relax and be me
come my soul I open to thee
Open breath take in life’s mystery

I gently whisper,
slowly bring to thee
my inner silence,
the entire explosion of life that is me
to experience one another is reality
and “one another” is all

dare to experience what is around
we have gone too far, and our errors have been magnified
the truth of nature from this you cannot hide
Mother Earth is calling softly
I can hear her crying lovingly
She is reflecting the pain of you and me
and it works the other way around as well, you see
The universe is just one set of energy
what once touched is connected for eternity
mathematicians calls it entanglement
even our science has brought us the evidence
that all is one

All is one
One is all
You are unique
We divided from One to Many connected as One to Love
to live
- breath -
to see each other
to love one another

listen and you’ll know it is time to practise loving, decidedly

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This are parts of songs I heard in my mind yesterday morning on inspiration from this blog-post:

http://www.evolver.net/user/femalewarrior/blog/oils_spills_compromised_i…

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some that I wrote down on my amazing day and night during the sun/full moon alignment on the 26th of June this year =)

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you are unique – all you do is ground-breaking

reflections on karma and practising unconditional love in the real world 30/04/2010

Giving and recieving - image from Wikipedia

The discussion about Unconditional Love and Dark Beings is continuing on the Evolver-forum, and someone asked me how does living in unconditional love – or True Love as I call it – fit with living in the real world, without be taken advantage of. He continued saying that Karma is such an un-fair idea, that he detested the idea that we are suffering as a punishment for something that we have done earlier, and wondered if one then should tell a victim of abuse that they are just learning a lesson which they deserve and should love their abuser. Here some reflections on this:

When it comes to Karma, I think that this is a very misused concept, trivialized into some kind of punishment circle by our dominant institutions. How do we know that it is a punishment for a soul to suffer? Seriously – how do we know anything? How can we be sure that even the worst murderer cannot be “faster” (in the time dimension) enlightened that you, because suddenly it says click in this Being?

This is not at all saying that I promote that people should suffer, or murder, but that we really do not know anything for sure while walking in this Existence. Therefore I think that interpreting Karma is a very tricky issue easy to be mistaken on, even for an Enlightened Being, I imagine. I think that as A Being one is always “limited” to (or blessed with) interpreting of the Experienced, and no matter how accurate they are, these interpretations will always be faulty.

When it comes to interacting with other people I see it best to act according to our nature – which I believe to be True Love in Freedom, and here in this Existence we are evolving to exist as One-and-Apart in True Love. Please bare with me through abstract thoughts and I’ll get back to the practical ones:

Put into words, I believe that we were once One True Love and we wanted to Experience Loving. But only a truly free and thus open Being can vibrate in True Love, and the different Universes – Existence – are experiments around finding this. To do that we split up in unique pieces, free pieces – this is difficult, and I think what we Experience here on Earth right now is “finding our way” – which means making a lot of mistakes.

I think every time you walk into life you go through this transformation of being One becoming One-and-Apart, including when you go through a re-birth process while living, you re-experience this process. I see these re-experiences as steps in refining this process as a whole – and the “goal” is to Love each other, all the time, truly, even if we are a part.

At the same time, we are always at “the goal” – One-and-Apart in True Love as well as True Love as One, since at one level Time does NOT exist. I by the way believe that Experience always exists, and can be achieved with our without time.

By the way – do you know that there are scientists in theoretical physics that think that we are creating our Universe by sending signals back to the time to before the big bang, where all laws of physics brake down? This is what I am talking about – maybe this is how we create our reality, finding the way to express, vibrate in True Love with each other. I wrote more about this here, just some notes really:
http://florries.wordpress.com/2010/03/06/on-creating-reality-by-our-thou…

So – now finally =) – on a practical level this perspective brings with it the consequence that one can see how everyone are struggling to find their way to Freedom to get to vibrate in True Love – we all feel this way. And since we all feel this way, no one is really doing anything wrong or bad – they are just expressing “problems in our system” that need to be met.

Facing this can be difficult, and one can need help with it, and I think we should help each other in such situations and see it as an exercise in reaching freedom in True Love. In doing so, we promote our own True Nature. Therefore someone who is suffering is not only learning, but giving us an example – and a chance to help someone to freedom. Through helping we them we also help ourselves to freedom, not only because we are one but because such an experience can be very illuminating and help you understand your own process.

Now, with “someone who is suffering” I mean both “victims” and “offenders”, since they are both suffering from not being Free in True Love, although they might need to be helped/supported/inspired in different ways to become free. Maybe sometimes people even will be locked up because others experience them as too much harm – and I see no real bad thing in doing that. But imagine for a second a prison system who is inspired from seeing All as One in Unconditional, True Love – a place which truly works with love and compassion to free its inhabitants from beings slaves under their disturbed emotions…

So do we “deserve” the suffering we get in life? I think basically that we only deserve True Love and Freedom, in transformative peace. But I believe that on one level we have chosen to go through this process to become One-and-Apart in True Love.

I am writing on a theory called The Theory of the Blooming Society and the Positive Multitude which talks about this in a more scientific way, using deductive logical argumentation and science to talk about what we gain on loving each other

- so “I’ll be back” like we say in Austria – quite soon actually =)

I accept that the answer to the question “who am I?” is eternal

On unconditional love and dark beings 29/04/2010

Photo by my beloved husband Volkmar Geiblinger

Today I woke up seeing that the Evolver networks Facebook-admin had asked the question – what is unconditional love?

Further down among the comments the Evolver-admin wrote:

“Our idea of “unconditional love” may be based on certain ideals of certain religious dogma that may be unhealthy… or ideals, or even ideas (as John Lash proposes in his book ‘Not In His Image’) implanted by entities that do not have our best interests at heart. Lash believes the Gnostics knew of these entities and referred to them as “Archons.”

In answer to this, as well as in the light of the recent discussions on Dark Beings here on Evolver, I wrote the following answer – my point of view, here a bit better edited than on Facebook =)

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The only condition there is to be loved is to be alive in the broadest sense imaginable of the word – I for example consider dead people to be alive – energy transforms into something else, it does not disappear.

We are all one, connected, even science shows this these days. So we love each other unconditionally whether we want to or not.

I see it more like that “they” – the Dark Beings, Archons, whatever the right name is, whatever they are, if they are real or just an idea – a symbolical interpretation of something that is going on in our mind – “they” have fed on our inner nature, our will to Love.

Many shamans describe the experience of meeting Dark Beings, or Inorganic Beings – a kind of alien race or a for us simply incomprehensible existence with a consciousness, that dominates us because we allow them to. Other cultures calls this demons, although according to some shamans mean that demons exist beside the Inorganic Beings as a separate kind of “evil”. According to shamanism the freedom from this dominance goes through the right way of living – more or less, living in radical freedom as a healed person.

Let me just say that I am quite open to the idea of Inorganic Beings because of my own experiences, and I lean to the “energy that we do not understand”-viewpoint. I also think that no matter what one thinks of this, I think that many can agree upon that our dominant societal systems, religions and/or these beings, programmed us/manipulated us or just foolishly fooled us to think that love equals some kind of comfortable, romantic, or at least verifying feeling .
- kind of saying “I verify your existence and you are perfect as you are”.  I think we are imperfect and “perfect” True Love as we are! There is a slight but important difference here – the latter is more connected to an existence in transformation.

“Non-transformative verification” is a part being a believer in a fairly static world with rigid structures – like those in our still quite dominance, authoritarian and punishment ruled society where good is good and evil is evil and the one is only rarely transformed into the other. In reality I think that we are in constant transformation from the one to the other. Living in radical freedom and impeccability releases the self from these structures, and thus releases the inner Nature – which I believe to be True Love.

True Love and equals to something like Openness – and I believe that this is the true nature of All. It can transform, hurt, feel like someone is ripping out a bad tooth, etc… It can also feel completely overwhelming, ripping one apart just to put all back together again… and it can feel like, or maybe better said, be complete Bliss.

With this Love we CAN love our “enemy” without feeding them our energy – because when we are open in this way, we don’t “romantically love” them or reinforce their existence, no:

we vibrate with that in them which is the same True Love – vibrating with openness – and then they hurt badly – or at least they stay far away. OR, I believe, they can even transform, if one vibrates “hardcore True Love”.

In Magic there is “there is no spoon”. In True Love there is just True Love.

This is my belief, my experience, my medicine if you like.

Thinking like this has made me ponder on, that if we do let ourselves be eaten because we imagine that we cannot control our power or, in more mundane words, we let our minds be uncreative because of fear, this might be our pepping to not give up on evolving until we master radical freedom in True Love – openness. Maybe this is why evolution of Existence, or the larger plan or (…) has evolved Inorganic Beings – to push us towards being free, or just to keep us from having to much power before we are truly Free Beings -
or for us to follow our own inherent wish for freedom and explode in True Love to achieve it.

Let me add: all I know is that I know nothing – and I admit that Dark Beings could be a construct of the mind, or aliens, or demons, or energy that we have misunderstood, or Archons or…  Sometimes I think of this as the Nothingness in Fantasia in The never-ending story =)

we are true love as one evolving into being as one-and-apart in true love

THE MONOLOGUE – 2010 24/04/2010

THE MONOLOGUE (2010)

THE WORLD CAN FEEL LIKE A VAMPIRE

SOMETIMES

FULL OF PEOPLE ACTING LIKE VAMPIRES

AND VICTIMS

BUT IT DOESN’T HAVE TO BE THAT WAY

WE ONLY HAVE TO ASK OURSELVES,

EVERY INDIVIDUAL,

HOW DO I WANT TO LIVE?

WHAT KIND OF LIFE WOULD SUIT ME?

IN WHAT WORLD WOULD I BE SATISFIED?

ONCE SOMEONE ASKED ME,

WHAT IS YOUR TRUTH?

I THOUGHT, FOR A LONG TIME,

AND REALIZED THAT MY

TRUTH IS LOVE,

CREATION,

AND THAT THERE ARE “GODS” AND “GODDESSES”,

SEPARATED, UNIQUE BEINGS TO WISH

FOR THINGS FROM, TO TEACH YOU AND GUIDE YOU,

SOMETIMES

TAUNT AND HAUNT YOU -

AT THE SAME TIME, ME AND THEM AND ALL THAT EXISTS

ARE ALL ONE

AT THE SAME TIME AS

ONE-AND-APART

IN TRUE LOVE

WE ARE THE ALMIGHTY FORCE THAT IS ALL AND CREATOR -    GODDESSGOD GODGODDESS

I AM GODGODDESS.

YOU ARE GODDESSGOD.

THE EARTH IS GODGODDESS.

THE STARS ARE GODDESSGOD.

THE AIR IS GODGODDESS.

EVERYTHING IS GODDESSGOD.

GODGODDESS IS.

LOOK AT YOUR NEIGHBOUR AND SAY HELLO

TO GODDESSGOD. YOU NEIGHBOUR IS ALSO A PART OF YOU,

SAY HELLO TO YOURSELF.

WE ARE GODGODDESS.

WE CREATE EVERYTHING IN OUR

LIVES, TOGETHER.

WHAT DO YOU WISH TO CREATE?

DON’T WISH FOR IT, JUST CREATE IT.

DON’T WASTE TIME WISHING,

BE,

IN CREATION,

AS THE CREATOR YOU ARE.

THESE ARE BIG WORDS,

BUT IT´S THE TRUTH.

AS FAR AS THERE IS A “GODDESSGOD”,

GODGODDESS IS YOU,

AND ME.

I LOVE YOU!

LIVE IN CREATION AS THE

CREATOR THAT YOU ARE

LIVE IN TRUTH AND

LOVE

IN ACTION AND CREATION.

OPEN.

IT’S INSIDE YOU. AS A MATTER OF

FACT,  IT’S ALL AROUND YOU TOO.

HAVE NO FEAR.

WE COULD ALL BE LIKE JESUS,

BUDDHA OR MOHAMMED,

AND MORE POWERFUL,

MORE IN LOVE

IF YOU JUST LISTEN TO YOURSELF.

REMEMBER:

YOU ARE A PART OF ALL.

WHEN A BABY CRIES ON THE OTHER

SIDE OF THE WORLD

IT’S YOU WHO’S CRYING.

THE BABY IS A PART OF YOU,

YOU ARE LIKE CELLS IN

THE SAME BODY.

YOU ASK: BUT DOES A CELL HAVE A

FREE WILL?

YES, IT IS UNIQUE AND IT’S ACTIONS HAS CHOSEN WAYS THAT LED TO THAT IT IS WHERE IT IS

THIS HAPPENS IN CONSTANT INTERACTION WITH THE SURROUNDINGS.

EVERY STONE, EVERY FLOWER HAS FREE WILL, SOUL, AND IT LOVES.

WHEN YOU PICK A FLOWER, ARE YOU

SURE THAT YOU PICKED IT?

OR DID THE FLOWER ASK YOU

TO PICK IT?

OR BOTH AT THE SAME TIME?

WHEN TWO LOVERS MEET, HAVEN’T THEY WISHED FOR EACH OTHER?

I DON’T KNOW EVERYTHING,

I NEED YOU TO KNOW!

BUT MY HEART TELLS ME.

GODGODDESS IS US,

GODDESSGOD IS ALL

ALL SUFFERING IS OUR

RESPONSIBILITY.

ALL LOVE IS OUR

CREATION.

THE MESSENGER IS NOT IMPORTANT,

AND CHANGEABLE,

BUT THE MESSAGE IS CONSTANT,

AND THE TRUTH.

YET THAT IS NOT TO SAY THAT YOU

ARE NOT IMPORTANT, NOR

THAT I’M NOT IMPORTANT.

YOU ARE UNIQUE,

NO ONE ELSE CAN EXIST AT THE

SAME PART OF CREATION AS YOU.

PRAISE YOURSELF!

I LOVE YOU!

PRAISE ME.

I’M GODGODDESS.

SO ARE YOU.

JUST BE YOURSELF.

YOU ARE LOVE

YOU ARE CREATOR.

I LOVE YOU!

SVENSK VERSION KOMMER SNART / VERSION EN ESPAÑOL VENDRÁ DENTRO DE POCO / DEUTSCHE VERSION KOMMT BALD =)

For the earlier version see: The Monologue / El Monólogo / Monologen (2003)