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Metaphysical Beliefs 30/07/2011

In short – I think we were once One-True-Love, now becoming One-and-Apart in True Love. In that process, we need to accept that we know nothing, but that every unique being knows a unique truth. I also think that somehow, at least in this Universe, all of One is coming into Creation at this point, and that is the reason for the evolution of consciousness that all of Existence in this Universe is experiencing (we particularly at the dates which the Maya Calender points out). I’m sure that many physicists would say that this is just fantasy – and yes, this is just fairytale, I love science, but these are my metaphysical beliefs and visions, nothing more, but also nothing less.

I also think that all that is experienced as “evil” is just Creation showing us what is not yet in place for True Love to flow. I also think, that with this insight, together with the insight that all is “One”, the “evil beings” are the ones who have made the largest sacrifice.

There is so much talk about “high” and “low” parts on ones being – I must say, I think “larger self” is a better term for “higher self”, although “larger” is also a measurement, it comes closer to acceptance of all that is. And the insight that Higher and Lower are words full of “value” in many of our societies, ideologies, etc, and I think, it can give the evolving mind a false impression. “Entire Being” can also be a term, in contrast to “Ego”. Its anyhow just about aspects of Self and One, in different dimensions, all just as valuable and amazing.

There is also much talk about all being One and letting in “the light” of Oneness, but little talk about the Divine Darkness as a part of that – as far as I have heard. Divine Darkness is the awesome Yin power in Creation, which is also the power of surrendering, of knowing without pretending “to know it all”. I think that it is time to stop using terms like “dark magic” and call it what it is – “demanding magic”. Darkness has nothing to do with what we call “evil”, rather on the contrary – surrendering to Unconditional Love in all, and not steering magic, is the lesson of Divine Darkness, of Yin-magic. Yang is setting the action, the seed, Yin is letting it grow with the rest of Existence, without pretending to control how. If you pretend to control how, you are using “Demanding Magic”, and will eventually burn out.

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To tell “the true story of creation” I personally think that one has to be All of Creation – and even if we are all One, we are all just aspects of that one – you, me, angels, ascended beings, the Sun, Gaia, the Moon, everything, everybody.

I think that just as shamans say that “the human is the dream of the dolphin”, we are all the dreams of each other.

Everyone are prophets, All are creators. Together.

I love you – we love each other – all LOVES.

you are unique – all you do is ground-breaking

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These are just words and thoughts. All I know is that I know nothing. My beliefs are under constant evolution.

 

Spirit Science by jordanduchnycz @ Youtube 01/07/2011

Spirit Science by Jordan Duchnycz on Youtube – great info, entertaining, loads of humour, highly recommended! This guy is young and still learning, and something I really like about him is that he keeps repeating this fact, and that he is no guru. But he really gives a good overview on what many “spiritual people” ponder on and talk about, and believe in.

Interesting for anyone =)

My favourite so far:

Entire playlist here, new piece every Monday: http://www.youtube.com/user/jordanduchnycz#p/c/0/PDMzvJOu9vQ

ADDED 3rd of Aug: Please note, that the videos up to part 9 or so are mostly about general spiritual ideas and experiences, sacred geometry and so on. Then it goes more into Atlantis, Lemurians etc, which are probably “too much” for most people. But even these parts of the series are interesting to anyone – even if one sees it as just “modern folk lore”, the mythological/archetypical symbolism is fascinating.

My personal opinion is always first of all that all I know is that I know nothing, and I respect the opinions and experiences of all people.

I do believe in, and have experienced beings from other dimensions. I also believe that there are beings on other planets, I find the idea that we would be alone in the universe is absurd. Lately I find myself thinking that it seems more and more plausible that there is truth to that all the UFO stories, since there nowadays are so many people who confirm this, even people who would be considered as “respectable” by anyone  – like the former Minister of Defence of Canada and the members of the Disclosure Project. But I have never met an alien in the flesh, nor have I gone deep enough into the evidence to really “know” what is really going on.

When it comes to Atlantis, Lemurians etc – well. I find it fascinating, not matter what is true and what is not. But when it comes to Jordan’s videos, my favourites are those on sacred geometry, astral journeys and so on. They are very entertaining and easy to understand summaries, something which is really not easy to do.

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Videos by Jordan Duchnycz, who explicitly has asked everyone to spread them.

 

Dancing Into Existence 05/08/2010

wedding dance

image by armin, showing me dancing with my husband at our wedding

I’m coming into Existence
blazing with rhythm – I’m here
swirling, dancing for all that I´m worth
living a challenge: accepting re-birth

I do have my slow days
GodGoddess can tell
but I know I’ll be just fine
as long as I keep creeping out of my shell

impeccability, discipline, reverence
those words are often in my head as I dance
you might not dig the way I move
might not understand it -I have my own grove
and so do you
only you can know what is the right thing to do
in your life

I dance as I sit, I dance as I lie
I dance in my head and feel how I fly
I dance as I sit, I dance as I lie
I dance as I meditate and feel how I fly

I’m dancing into Existence
I take a chance to finally be
entirely here and present
that is all there is to me

In love I take my steps
I follow the rhythm of my heart
I might not always know the way
I do my best, breathing, letting it flow – and that’s a very good start

There’s no way of knowing if I’ll “make it”
until then I will not entirely be
thus I keep dancing as much as I can
hoping to step into the freedom of being me

in love with Existing, unconditionally

 

reflections on karma and practising unconditional love in the real world 30/04/2010

Giving and recieving - image from Wikipedia

The discussion about Unconditional Love and Dark Beings is continuing on the Evolver-forum, and someone asked me how does living in unconditional love – or True Love as I call it – fit with living in the real world, without be taken advantage of. He continued saying that Karma is such an un-fair idea, that he detested the idea that we are suffering as a punishment for something that we have done earlier, and wondered if one then should tell a victim of abuse that they are just learning a lesson which they deserve and should love their abuser. Here some reflections on this:

When it comes to Karma, I think that this is a very misused concept, trivialized into some kind of punishment circle by our dominant institutions. How do we know that it is a punishment for a soul to suffer? Seriously – how do we know anything? How can we be sure that even the worst murderer cannot be “faster” (in the time dimension) enlightened that you, because suddenly it says click in this Being?

This is not at all saying that I promote that people should suffer, or murder, but that we really do not know anything for sure while walking in this Existence. Therefore I think that interpreting Karma is a very tricky issue easy to be mistaken on, even for an Enlightened Being, I imagine. I think that as A Being one is always “limited” to (or blessed with) interpreting of the Experienced, and no matter how accurate they are, these interpretations will always be faulty.

When it comes to interacting with other people I see it best to act according to our nature – which I believe to be True Love in Freedom, and here in this Existence we are evolving to exist as One-and-Apart in True Love. Please bare with me through abstract thoughts and I’ll get back to the practical ones:

Put into words, I believe that we were once One True Love and we wanted to Experience Loving. But only a truly free and thus open Being can vibrate in True Love, and the different Universes – Existence – are experiments around finding this. To do that we split up in unique pieces, free pieces – this is difficult, and I think what we Experience here on Earth right now is “finding our way” – which means making a lot of mistakes.

I think every time you walk into life you go through this transformation of being One becoming One-and-Apart, including when you go through a re-birth process while living, you re-experience this process. I see these re-experiences as steps in refining this process as a whole – and the “goal” is to Love each other, all the time, truly, even if we are a part.

At the same time, we are always at “the goal” – One-and-Apart in True Love as well as True Love as One, since at one level Time does NOT exist. I by the way believe that Experience always exists, and can be achieved with our without time.

By the way – do you know that there are scientists in theoretical physics that think that we are creating our Universe by sending signals back to the time to before the big bang, where all laws of physics brake down? This is what I am talking about – maybe this is how we create our reality, finding the way to express, vibrate in True Love with each other. I wrote more about this here, just some notes really:
http://florries.wordpress.com/2010/03/06/on-creating-reality-by-our-thou…

So – now finally =) – on a practical level this perspective brings with it the consequence that one can see how everyone are struggling to find their way to Freedom to get to vibrate in True Love – we all feel this way. And since we all feel this way, no one is really doing anything wrong or bad – they are just expressing “problems in our system” that need to be met.

Facing this can be difficult, and one can need help with it, and I think we should help each other in such situations and see it as an exercise in reaching freedom in True Love. In doing so, we promote our own True Nature. Therefore someone who is suffering is not only learning, but giving us an example – and a chance to help someone to freedom. Through helping we them we also help ourselves to freedom, not only because we are one but because such an experience can be very illuminating and help you understand your own process.

Now, with “someone who is suffering” I mean both “victims” and “offenders”, since they are both suffering from not being Free in True Love, although they might need to be helped/supported/inspired in different ways to become free. Maybe sometimes people even will be locked up because others experience them as too much harm – and I see no real bad thing in doing that. But imagine for a second a prison system who is inspired from seeing All as One in Unconditional, True Love – a place which truly works with love and compassion to free its inhabitants from beings slaves under their disturbed emotions…

So do we “deserve” the suffering we get in life? I think basically that we only deserve True Love and Freedom, in transformative peace. But I believe that on one level we have chosen to go through this process to become One-and-Apart in True Love.

I am writing on a theory called The Theory of the Blooming Society and the Positive Multitude which talks about this in a more scientific way, using deductive logical argumentation and science to talk about what we gain on loving each other

- so “I’ll be back” like we say in Austria – quite soon actually =)

I accept that the answer to the question “who am I?” is eternal

 

we are One True Love evolving into being One-And-Apart in True Love 25/04/2010

we are One True Love evolving into being One-and-Apart in True Love

Very simply put, I believe that Existence is True Love as One becoming True Love as One-and-Apart, where every part has free will and is unique. I believe that every part of Existence is helping all the other parts to reach more understanding of Existence, and through that, we will all be able to live freely according to our true nature, which I believe to be True Love.

When it comes to True Love I feel this as a force which comes from the very core of Existence, and it is both light and darkness – it is the true nature of All. I had a vision once picturing this force as a mass of stars and darkness flowing out of something which seemed like a “black hole” in a spiral kind of formless form. With this vision came a deep sense of true LOVE – and I really cannot find the words to describe that, but it has to do with openness.

So far we are still suffering a lot of “birth-pain” in the process of becoming One-and-Apart in True Love, but I think that this is changing, at least in our part of the Universe, but maybe in our entire Universe or even the Existence as a hole – who knows – and that this is what is bringing us the so called New Age.


we are One True Love – spirit and mass – evolving into being One-and-Apart in True Love in constant chaotic beautiful order

Twitter version: we are #One #True #Love#spirit #and #mass – evolving into #being #One-#and-#Apart in #True #Love in constant #chaotic #beautiful #order


Here a fairytale I wrote about this in 2003:

THE FAIRYTALE

“Once upon a time there was True Love in the middle of Nothing. True Love was full of joy and harmony, but it was lonely, it had no one to share everything with.

So True Love made a hard decision, and split itself into billions and trillions of pieces, screaming of pain, but also singing in joy! Because True Love knew, that once all the billions and trillions of pieces had fallen into harmony, it would be able to see and love itself as the wonderful creation that it is! And it would never be lonely again.”

For Spanish and Swedish version click here

What do you think about all this? I am very open to and interested in all kinds of thoughts  =)

 

let’s rise together in humanhood 25/04/2010

Let’s rise Sisters and Brothers

together in HUMANHOOD

let’s rise and LOVE each other

bringing out what is true and GOOD